Rest Easy.

I remember watching DavidSoComedy all day in one of the darkest points in my life. It was painful even to breathe, to think, to live. There was a sort of healing in the laughs and those jokes. I had to keep laughing when I lost everything. I watched all 100 plus videos over and over. I don’t know if it was healthy or not but I tried to distract myself from the pain and agony that I was feeling. Those laughs kept me alive.

Today the channel that I seem to be cramming is Samock. When ever I have doubt I put his whole channel on repeat. All the sounds are so easy on the ears and messages are soothing to the heart. Sam Ock is the music that you wish existed in music stores when you were growing up but it just wasn’t there. I’m so encouraged when I hear about the times when he doubted God but realized the hurt was necessary for true growth. His approach to music and Christian music is different than anything that I have ever seen. I honestly don’t know what I would do if his music wasn’t in my life or if his channel didn’t exist. The Rest Easy EP came in the most on point times in my life. I don’t know why I haven’t purchased it yet. It’s only 5 bucks.

I took a nap today.  In the middle of chaos, I rest, easy. I might not always exude this confidence out of my pores but I am convinced that I will make it through this tough time for the glory of God. I will REST when everything falls apart. I will not worry. I won’t be anxious when the very people who “should” be on my side are my main enemies. I will laugh at the nay-sayers and the mishaps. I will ROFL at the attacks that were plotted for my destruction but actually end up making me stronger. I will then continue to LOL at the ugly in life and see it’s beauty.